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rexall

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Tuesday Mar 22, 2011

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and the fat days just keep going. this period is apparently going to wreck me, cus i'm over a week out and it's not good already. i think i need to find a new doctor and pay what i have to pay and see what i can get done. or find someone with awesome insurance and get married for a bit LOL. i need a doctor. one cannot live in this kind of pain.

i guess i don't get sick, because my body feels bad about the shit storm it gave me in my lower abdomen. stupid fucking broken lady parts. effing endometriosis. and enough of that rant.

***it's just pain... i'm healthy otherwise. just loads of pain***

i have given my number out a lot recently. to males. i'm not sure how i feel about this. i'm flirty but i'm not a bed hopper. and with my luck i probably give off the wrong impression and everyone thinks i'm going to jump into bed. i will not be. LOL

and now back to work. i really want indian food. like i'm craving it. this has to stop.
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gonzilla:
hope you feel better. my gal went through the same thing with the lady parts a couple years ago
Mar 23, 2011
friscillating:
Thank you for the thoughts on the SB set. blush Pthalo did essentially all the work. I didn't even really shower - I just got kinda wets. And sudsy. But not really CLEAN ... more SB sets to come btw smile

Endometriosis is an insanely variable disease - I'm sorry that you've got such aggressive implants. frown That's horrocious (My own word, portmanteau) ... I've heard of it being that bad but haven't seen it firsthand. Have you spoken with a fertility doctor re: anything? Having the ovaries taken out is the only way to definitively calm things, but you don't want to just jump at doing that. Hm. I'm really sorry. frown I'm sure you've tried myriad hormones and such as well - do they all affect you the same way? Any less?

I hate problems without solutions. I hate questions without answers. In medicine we're trained to target something and then kill it. And when that thing is ... everywhere, or it's nowhere, or the killing of it would kill the person ... we kind of flip out inside ourselves a little bit. frown I'm sorry, HQ.

Never apologize for long replies to comments. They are a joy to read, it's like opening presents under the tree - everyone can see the HUGE one sitting there and they all know what's inside it ... and it waits there patiently for Me to open it. smile
Mar 23, 2011

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