rexall

i haven't been kissed in almost 3 months. it almost makes me sad. i miss being kissed. i miss feeling like someone wants to kiss me. then again right now i probably wouldn't let anyone kiss me.

tonight as i sat on skype and started to cry over the end of my relationship i got some perspective shoved down my throat. sometimes all you need is your best friend to yell at you. like i used to do to her... hahaha.

one day i will find an attractive, heavily tattooed, artistic man that is reliable, stable, independent, strong, loving, smart and totally into me. until then, it's me and the pups.

now i'm going to ride out the percocet high and pass out. only had to take one today so that's a good sign. i did have to take that migraine medicine the doc gave me though... works well... made me pass out for a few hours but now i just have a very dull headache. i need to get out of this funk... i am depressed in ways i haven't been in years. damn. ok now sleep.