rexall

i made out with tattooed today. i made it happen. i needed it to happen. and it was fantastic. and i smelled like him for hours which made my whole night better. then i went and ran a talent show benefit fundraiser and made a shit ton of money in Cairey's name. And I cried for her a whole lot. it was an amazing night.

and even if i never see tattooed again and even if he never touches me again he gave me the knowledge that i am more than river and i deserve better and that there is better out there. cus seriously, Johnny is an upgrade. UPGRADE.

i am almost happy right now. i made a few realizations tonight and i shall share them if they stick.