rexall

ummmm... yeah. so today is kind of in between. woke up to some stuff that irked me, especially that the sun was not up. then the gas attendant guy that was fucking rude. and comments that did not please me.

tonight i think i'm going to change my hair color, cus i need something new. and something that i can control. which is my hair. and i'm going to pack up all of river's shit and put it in the basement. i would like to have my space back. i don't want to stare at his shit anymore. hurts my heart. and since he's a fucking douchebag i don't need my heart to hurt anymore. slowly but surely it will get better.

another therapy session today. i don't really feel like doing the drive but i shall. cus i need it.

flirting with pretty people makes me happy. especially the hot guy at school. and i called myself from his phone so the numbers have been exchanged. i was feeling VERY forward yesterday. i've been talking to the tattooed one again too. i likes him... and i'm really not sure why.

i need a nap. and to go home from work. i have to take care of my pups and then head to NY. oh the fun.