rexall

i want to be on your doorstep undressed to the nines.

i want to be in love. it's been a long time since i have felt that way.

i feel like my life is covered in dog hair.

i should turn on some lights, it is dark in my house.

i have 2 extra tickets to go see alkaline trio in jersey. i need friends...
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Yay snow day! Ok so my boss is gone for the next week. I only have to go to school for 3 days next week. I am officially off until Monday the 8th. Oh and boss lady is not paying me. I need a new job. Like yesterday. She gets to go on a fucking yoga retreat to Belize and I'm just going to scream....
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Midterms are finally fucking over. I have never thought about trading sexual favors for grades until the last one today. All i hope is that I passed. Will be spending my weekend doing the extra credit project. FML

I woke up to a voicemail today. A fantastic voicemail. I don't ever want it to delete from my phone. It will inspire me to... um... you...
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I'm going to hold my breath until next week. My family likes to keep things from me cus of my schedule and to not worry me which would then lead to more pain of the endometriosis kind, but then I find out anyways.

I am going to hold my breath. I want hugs and I want to collapse crying. However if you hug me, I...
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HOLY CRAP.

It has apparently become shit on HQ day. I would like to get the memo next time.

I understand that I sometimes act like I don't care or pretend I don't have emotions, but i really fucking do. And i'm tired of people forgetting that. And i'm really fucking tired of trying to be friends with people who are so fucking blase about it. I've...
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Vice makes me moist in the panties... just saying.

I think I'm just going to start hitting for the same team. I would have more luck... or at least more honesty. HAHAHA. I like a boy, but he is so CYNICAL it hurts. At what point do you just give up and delete from life? I'm probably past that point. I'm retarded like that.

Girl date update soon... i assure you.

Boss Lady is out of town and I was supposed to have this weekend off. Instead I am sitting here working on her fucking Quicken, which she hasn't updated since the middle of 2009. I could kill her sometimes. However, I am in the office, alone - in pajamas and blasting my music through the office speaker system There are upsides.

Spent many hours working...
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I am not a malicious person, yes I am a bitch. Yes, I am sarcastic. Yes, I never forget when someone does something to me that hurts, I try to forgive. I am an honest person, to a fault, brutally honest. I'm not into sugar-coating. Like they say, give what you want back. I like honesty. I don't really have a problem telling someone when...
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