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Jamie Oliver and his food revolution makes me so happy.
Flash Mob:::::


Then again a man with an accent that can cook... what's not to like?


And hey new friend... you've kinda made my heart happy. Thank you.

"It takes courage to grow up and become who you really are." - e. e. cummings


I spend my weekends on a farm. With my grampa. Uncle Wayne's ashes sit on the bookcase in the living room until later in the spring, when he will be buried in the south pasture of the farm. It's a beautiful location. I hope my ashes will be put...
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2 finals this week and 2 incompletes in the difficult classes. This has been the shittiest semester out of all the school I have ever had. Stupid tattoo fucked me up in the beginning and then death derailed me at the end. 2010 is also the shittiest year of my life so far. Fucking aye.

But the weather is spectacular! Flippie weathe finally. And dresses....
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I am a depressed person, I am "clinically depressed" according to the "experts". I am a recovering cutter or self-mutilator, if you want to be all technical. The past weeks have challenged everything I have strived to do in the last few years. This sadness that I feel now is completely different from anything I have... ever known, it is deep in my bones, everywhere....
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i need some love. send me some people. leave me comments, send me messages, pictures, etc! Surprise me!

i want to do a chest piece. an elaborate one most likely. now i must plan and find a tattoo artist i trust. seeing as we all know how the last tattoo turned out.

went back to school today. it was rough. much paperwork was filled out. taking incompletes in two classes. going to try to take the other two.

my life is up in the air. it is all in limbo. i'm miserable. so miserable.

lots of tears today. especially during my acupuncture treatment. it was a damn good, strong treatment.

reading a book "women who hurt themselves"...
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my heart hurts.

blah.