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i welcome the moment when i no longer think of him. if that moment would like to hurry the fuck up and get here that would be ideal. damnit.

I just don't want that up anymore. I was nice enough not to use his name or post it up on his page. I just messaged it to him cus he really doesn't deserve me ignoring him. He won't care but I feel better.

Snakebites are healing nicely. So much metal in my mouth.

Okay, I have held my tongue and been really good about certain things that have pissed me off. So here goes, cus the more I hold on to it the more it builds up and pisses me off. And you know what? I don't need to be pissed off. At all.

Dear tattooed,
I dig you. I dug you. I was patient, usually. I was...
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My birthday was not half bad. Spent it with good people. Had good food. Received much love from many people. Thank you all for your love on here!

Grampa had another stroke yesterday, it made the birthday a little rough. Especially when I was told to brace myself... cus he's 90 and not going to live forever. I'm nervous. Very nervous.

Things to make others...
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This is the pretty one. As we like to call him, us girls at school that adore him. I adore him, but unlike most people at school we have become fantastic friends. I'm pretty sure that when you can give me a whole list of reasons why we can't date or cross any lines... that means you have given it a WHOLE lot of thought....
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4 days before my 28th birthday I have finally experienced drunk. It was fun. No hangover... nothing crazy. Just drunk. With good friends from school and my anatomy professor HAHAHAHA. He may also have incriminating video of me and my friend dancing around the bar to fantastic 80's music. I'll put up some photos later and show off the male I will make mine at...
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i hate drama and i hate people that create it. i don't know why i'm letting my friend move in. i need to not have her move in. i will feel like a bitch but shit happens. i need more money in my life. like a lot more money. i think i'm going to have leave my job, cus boss lady is leaving all the...
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i hate hospitals and i hate 2010. and i need to vent and yet the words just won't come out yet.

i am realizing that the one i want to pay attention isn't and i have wasted many words. so no more. and this is how i have spent my saturday night... following the rabbit hole of youtube. oh and falling in love with butch walker. sigh.

"don't call it a crush...."














butch walker is yummy. i'm addicted. i miss the pretty tattooed one but 6...
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makes me smile every time. probably my favorite video ever. lol