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i give up i really do.

The Boyfriend Application was a joke people. A JOKE. Learn to take one.

Maybe it's the weather, maybe it's because I will soon be living alone, maybe it was delirium thinking it would be okay. But I am not okay. Monetarily - financial security for the moment - for the first time in my life that is not a worry. But everything else... or more...
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Hahahaha the doctor I work with just posted this up so now I'm sharing. This is how I will find all future significant others LOL.

The Boyfriend Application

Once your paperwork is complete, please submit for review, along with medical documentation proving a clean bill of health.

Thank you for your application. You will be notified of your status within two weeks.


***Oh that makes...
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Goo Goo Dolls (with a meet and greet before the show), Bayside/Senses Fail (x3), Anberlin, Hawthorne Heights and Dashboard Confessional (the Swiss Army Romance 10th Anniversary Acoustic Tour). So far so good.

That's about it for now.

xoxox

For the first time in a long time, I do not have to worry about money and bills. Just as I thought life was falling apart, Grampa stepped in to help me. Everything will be okay. Yes it will.

Last week was bad, I missed a lot of school and was really depressed. Talking and being an adult happened and things are much better as...
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ummmm this has been one hell of a week.

i think i'm going to visit my friend in philly next weekend. she is having a party and i need the fuck out of town.

anyone want to go to salem/boston oct 22-24th? i would like company. i have a car and will have a hotel room.

fair warning... you probably won't want to read the emo rant that follows this but stream of consciousness is not always happy.

there has been way too much suicide in the news lately. then again there have been too many similar thoughts creeping back into my head. i would never follow through but sometimes when it feels like the world if crashing in around me...
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it's been a long time since i took something sharp and dug it into my skin. god it feels good. so good.

that is all.

So here it is in all it's glory. This was cathartic. There were tears and happiness and lots of laughs about Mehai having to rub up on my boobs. Lots of jokes about the boobs. It was fun. And Jason or Gay Jesus as I refer to him, kept me focused and smiling. Lots of pain, but so worth it. I love Uncle Wayne, he...
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sweet motherfucking jesus does my chest hurt. however, that is the most action my tits have seen in AGES! i may or may not have a tiny crush on my tattoo man... but it could be the endorphins talking. ok all the adrenaline has left my body and i'm exhausted. pics later. just know it's amazing.

Yesterday afternoon I went to see the tattoo man. He had the drawing all done up. I almost started crying. It's beautiful. I didn't take pictures of it - cus he doesn't really let people do that, which is fine with me. It's really large, we held it up to make sure the proportions were okay. And it was convenient that I was wearing a...
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