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Haha! The photoshoot was a fail but we got some fun pictures. One thing about doing these with your friends is how often distractions tend to happen. I'm such a goof. =P
So we are replanning another shoot. This time it's not to be last minute. lol. And I need to lose some weight dammnit. Any suggestions for my lazy ass? lol.
Anyway, here's a little bit of outcome: (btw, I shall warn you that the lighting has not been fixed. I'm too anxious to ever wait for photoshop. lol.)

There was this intense flower that looked like a vag so this is my first reaction:












And out fo 150 pictures, these are the few that turned out decent. So that says something. I have to admit I wasn't comfortable in the environment. And it was way too hot for all the black. XP

On my way back home I witnessed the most epic car crash. A huge SUV slams into the back of a Station wagon. The back crushes all the way to the middle. The noise echoes in my head and my heart still races when I think about it. I just hope everyone is okay.

I am anxious for another shoot, but I'm starting to get doubtful on my abilities. Am I really model material? I know I can be. But it takes time and effort. Motivation. Being a Suicide Girl should be a big enough aspiration to fulfill, but will I ever be actually good enough?
I need a carney in my life to tell me, "You need to weigh this much to ride this ride".
And I need for my hair to grow faster. I decided not to cut it....

I came acros this picture, and felt the need to post it. I didn't know I had it, but I actually adore it.


Okay, that's all for now. Love yuse guys!