Well I never pushed the send button. No matter how hard I try I can't seem to be the hardcore, unfeeling person I sometimes want to be. I wish I could just tell what the next few cards were so I knew how much I was going to lose or if I was going to miraculously get the card I need and get to hear...
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I have only poems to keep my mind company
Finding words to mend seconds together
I feel myself ache into the silent desert
How did we lose each other?
somehow among all the laughter
we slipped past
But you still rest in me
I dream of porch swings that wait for two lovers
of places full of hope
should I wait for you?
Finding words to mend seconds together
I feel myself ache into the silent desert
How did we lose each other?
somehow among all the laughter
we slipped past
But you still rest in me
I dream of porch swings that wait for two lovers
of places full of hope
should I wait for you?
calixte:
Its nice to see your face. You are a very handsome man.
"I dream of porch swings that wait for two lovers of places full of hope"
I love that line.... All of my romantic perfect future have a porch swing... I think out of all the beautiful lines you have ever penned this one is the sweetest for me...
Guess things are still not resolved as you might wish them to be. I hope you are doing alright inspite of that. My thoughts are with you.
Take care.
"I dream of porch swings that wait for two lovers of places full of hope"
I love that line.... All of my romantic perfect future have a porch swing... I think out of all the beautiful lines you have ever penned this one is the sweetest for me...
Guess things are still not resolved as you might wish them to be. I hope you are doing alright inspite of that. My thoughts are with you.
Take care.
I sit in a pool of emotions trying to wade through each one so that I can see myself through the waves.
Seeing you is amazing, my heart races, when we accidently catch each others eyes my whole body smiles and shivers, I sit gleeful and wonder struck.
I want to do a million wonderful things, but I want you whole, without reservation, I want...
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Seeing you is amazing, my heart races, when we accidently catch each others eyes my whole body smiles and shivers, I sit gleeful and wonder struck.
I want to do a million wonderful things, but I want you whole, without reservation, I want...
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calixte:
You're welcome, but truly my thanks go to you for being so honest to write such words for my eyes to read. Its humbling because I know that I do not let myself engage in emotions this deep very often anymore... I keep saying this but every time I read something that you wrote it makes my skin tingle because you have such a mastery over the words, you bend them, make them express exactly what you wish, and in that moment we see a glimps of your soul. And that is so powerful.
I envy you in a way too... You allow yourself to feel this deeply and completely and I sometimes feel myself getting lost in the everyday, I let fear hold me back from expressing my deep heartfelt feelings. Fear of rejection. Fear of being too much too fast too soon - whatever. I feel it/felt it, in different ways for differnt people at different moments in my life - who was the one who lost out? Me or them, because I never found the courage or had the the moment to express without fear the feelings I had inside. Because they were never willing to hear, accept, or understand my feelings.
Its almost a weight to bear - to bind up the emotions and hide them deep inside and wait.
I envy you in a way too... You allow yourself to feel this deeply and completely and I sometimes feel myself getting lost in the everyday, I let fear hold me back from expressing my deep heartfelt feelings. Fear of rejection. Fear of being too much too fast too soon - whatever. I feel it/felt it, in different ways for differnt people at different moments in my life - who was the one who lost out? Me or them, because I never found the courage or had the the moment to express without fear the feelings I had inside. Because they were never willing to hear, accept, or understand my feelings.
Its almost a weight to bear - to bind up the emotions and hide them deep inside and wait.
I think I am at a crossroads both in my mind and in my heart.
Over the next few days I am hoping that you can really try to figure out how you feel about us and me. I need to know if part of the reason you are going through this is because when you think about me, you think there is something magical,...
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Over the next few days I am hoping that you can really try to figure out how you feel about us and me. I need to know if part of the reason you are going through this is because when you think about me, you think there is something magical,...
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Last week we were in Detroit to mix it with auto execs and 6,000 reporters from around the world at the North American International Auto Show (NAIAS). The NAIAS is the world's premier auto event and all the auto companies were out in true green washing force.
Cops, cops and more cops:
Sometimes the best way to tell how effective you are being is to...
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Cops, cops and more cops:
Sometimes the best way to tell how effective you are being is to...
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mike's eyes are tired and his brain is muddy with thoughts. Wondering about walls and ants and what clever constructive creatures we are. Wondering if there were no words, if life contained no sound at all would the silence speak? Would it generate its own fitful melody to lull us to the coming day? Would it somehow know us by name and call us like...
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It's sometimes hard to tell if you are being effective as an activist sometimes. You don't know if those in power are actually hearing your message or getting it.
Well if the police presence at the Detroit (North American International) Autoshow is any indication the automakers are getting the message and they are getting scared.
Yesterday we tried to get into a special party put...
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Well if the police presence at the Detroit (North American International) Autoshow is any indication the automakers are getting the message and they are getting scared.
Yesterday we tried to get into a special party put...
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belljar:
fantastic!
Over the past 2 weekends, members from Rainforest Action Network and Global Exchange have provided training and support to the "Save the Oaks" Campaign in Berkeley. Save the Oaks is an inspiring group of students and community members trying to stop the University of Berkeley's plans to clear a grove of historic Live Oaks and Coastal Redwoods to expand their sporting facilities. This unique eco-system,...
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A few videos for your viewing enjoyment.
m
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XoQkVYn0gCU&NR
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3nMttjTgT6c&NR
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PBHe4LHlJ30&NR
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UFDjz1VqFlE&NR
Activists Challenge GM Exec at LA Auto Show
Edit Link Published by Mike Hudema November 29th, 2006 in Corporate Responsibility
Los Angeles Auto Show (the largest Auto show in North America) - Day 1.
I came down with a contingent of people from RAN and Global Exchange, meeting up with folks from CodePink...
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m
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XoQkVYn0gCU&NR
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3nMttjTgT6c&NR
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PBHe4LHlJ30&NR
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UFDjz1VqFlE&NR
Activists Challenge GM Exec at LA Auto Show
Edit Link Published by Mike Hudema November 29th, 2006 in Corporate Responsibility
Los Angeles Auto Show (the largest Auto show in North America) - Day 1.
I came down with a contingent of people from RAN and Global Exchange, meeting up with folks from CodePink...
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belljar:
Wicked awesome!
calixte:
True
Life is good, busy as always but definitely very fun. I am considering a move back to AB to tackle the tarsands on a part-time basis but not sure about that yet.
Right now we are planning some great fun for the LA autoshow that will include 2 ford model-t's, a giant 35 foot dinosaur, coffee/juice, 20 OEA agents (oil enforcement agency) and 35 Al...
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Right now we are planning some great fun for the LA autoshow that will include 2 ford model-t's, a giant 35 foot dinosaur, coffee/juice, 20 OEA agents (oil enforcement agency) and 35 Al...
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MY CHEESIEST POST EVER!!!!
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:
"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time,...
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A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:
"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time,...
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xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo:
W 
w indeed.
Moving and thought provoking, particularly since it seems that 4-8 year olds know more about love than I do.
w indeed.
Moving and thought provoking, particularly since it seems that 4-8 year olds know more about love than I do.
rin:
AWWWWW
i am a megamushfest right now, cause i just started seeing someone who hits me really hard. this post has left me beaming in a way i'm kind of embarassed to admit. i'm not usually so emotional, haa. my favourite one is about the little stars coming out.
i am a megamushfest right now, cause i just started seeing someone who hits me really hard. this post has left me beaming in a way i'm kind of embarassed to admit. i'm not usually so emotional, haa. my favourite one is about the little stars coming out.
"It's harder being in limbo then hell I imagine."
I so agree.
I am never able to do it either... so I remain in limbo... hopeing.. le sigh.