reverend_sen

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I have to be up in a few hours but I just can't sleep.I'm tired but my god damned brain just won't shut the hell up.I can't stop thinking about various subjects. What am I going to wear tomorrow? Why don't I have a girlfriend? Should I quit my job and become a professional hitman? Argh. What the fuck? Maybe I've had to much to drink, Whata ya say? It's al really fucking depressing. I'm the Damn energizer bunny for christ sakes. Get up go to work answer phones come home have dinner go to sleep. Rinse and repeat. Should I go to college. No I can't afford it and I never was the booksmart type. Maybe I should quit my job and be homeless. That would make my family proud. Maybe I'll kill the president of Parigue with a fork. Now I'm just rambling. I spent the whole evening singing. I plugged in my sm58 and just sang any songs I could think of for a couple of hours until I lost my voice. I'm Bored. I'm Restless and Above all I'm Lonely as hell. I wonder if this is the way it's always going to be...