revelation

If it was that simple... i cant detox myself when ive been struggling the hardest part and im in the beginning to see if this works for me or not...do u think im pro medical drugs? nope but i need them since things started to get more and more out of my own control...
im sorry u cannot relate but im not taking them as yeaaaaah lets have a chemical shrink party...sometimes i can make fun of my own situation that doesn't mean its not fucking shitty atm.
I cant go out party... ill have a panic attack in between a multitude right now...plus i cannot drink alcohol or coffee and im extremely tired all fucking day... plus im dizzy, moodiness and shit like that.

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