I keep saying I'll post more but you're all going to stop listening to a word I say eventually. I mean it at the time, I promise.
I'm just terrible... aaaaand I have come to terms with it.
Nothing could have prepared me for how turbulent 2015 was at moments. I'm not one for the whole "good riddance" thing after a crappy year though. I have learnt a lot about myself and about how people work... and how that all works together. And it wasn't all bad, after all.
Only good things can come from it.
For a while, I crumbled under the weight of it all. I hid, from everything and everyone. Even from this little corner of the internet we call ours. I probably even hid from myself a bit.
But I came through it all. I can't necessarily say I came through it stronger just yet... but I will be.
I am severely uncomfortable in my own skin at the moment and only I can change that.
I will feel like me again!!
2016 is onwards and upwards. I've made changes, and continue to make more.
I am now manager at my job after just a year of being here... which has been a rollercoaster in itself. It feels good though. I needed that.
2016 I get back to shooting again too. It might not be until September at the UK shootfest, but it's a realistic goal in my getting back into shape mission.
I'm excited about all of these things.
And I just wanted to say.... I have some really, really good people in my life. I'm too lazy to tag people but you make life a whole lot easier sometimes. <3
