I feel horrible.
In the absence of anyone else being around to talk to right now at 8:30am on a Sunday, I turn to my blog. A blog that isn't really for my emotional outbursts.
What for, I do not know... But I need to keep myself occupied before I decide that the best course of action is to crawl under my duvet and refuse to emerge. Because that really is what I feel like doing now, and I have work in a couple of hours.
I just feel like I could burst into tears at any moment and I don't know why.
I'm not actually sure I experience emotions properly these days. I bury things somewhere I don't have to deal with them.
Maybe that's some kind of maturity, but really I suspect it's unhealthy.
And then I get blindsided by this.
I'm going to go right ahead and have that last doughnut for breakfast.
In the absence of anyone else being around to talk to right now at 8:30am on a Sunday, I turn to my blog. A blog that isn't really for my emotional outbursts.
What for, I do not know... But I need to keep myself occupied before I decide that the best course of action is to crawl under my duvet and refuse to emerge. Because that really is what I feel like doing now, and I have work in a couple of hours.
I just feel like I could burst into tears at any moment and I don't know why.
I'm not actually sure I experience emotions properly these days. I bury things somewhere I don't have to deal with them.
Maybe that's some kind of maturity, but really I suspect it's unhealthy.
And then I get blindsided by this.
I'm going to go right ahead and have that last doughnut for breakfast.
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Try and find a way to get it out and don't let it build up inside you. There's always someone willing to listen, just don't be scared to open up! I'm guilty of the exact same thing
We haven't spoken yet but if you need to vent, you can rant for hours to me and I'll listen
It seems like a lot of people care here, too!
Just keep smiling
Xxx