reuben

I am in a FOUL mood.
Not even the amazing horse video is getting me out of this one.

I'm just cross and snappy and irritable and generally not very nice to be around.
Hooray for me =\
I just want someone to curl up next to and hide away from everything. I hadn't even realised I was that stressed until I called my mum and she told me my external hard drive is beyond being able to retrieve anything from, and I burst into tears.
This is only the start of it all too... really. Just you wait til I have THREE costumes on the go, and an impending deadline for the final draft of my dissertation, and fund raising to do and a degree exhibition to construct.

Actually... it's week 6 of 10 in this term...
WHERE THE FUCK HAS THAT GONE?!
That's 6 of 30 (officially)...
Less than that really. My exhibition opens on June 18th. I don't even want to count how many days that is. I'll actually cry.

Seriously.

And my laptop is driving me up the wall. I keep having the urge to throw it, but that's hardly going to get me anywhere.
Then I'll be stressed AND I'll have no SG. That would make things a tonne worse.

I'm just in one of those really frustrated moods where I hate everyone and everything I write in this fucking dissertation draft sounds shit.... and just want to curl up and cry
Even my mate I'm chatting to on Facebook is irritating me and he's trying to help me with it!!
LOGIC!?

Fuck it.


Oh and.... I've changed my screen name to what it will be when I eventually get a set submitted. Stress on EVENTUALLY there.
I will...
Would have been easier if I had done that right from the start really... but that's me deluding myself that people will notice and wonder who the shit Reuben is =P