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Thursday Oct 01, 2009

Oct 1, 2009
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I hate being in love.

Like, actually.

Really, thats a great big lie and anyone who even knows me slightly would tell you so. Im a hopeless romantic and Im never happier than when I have that someone to snuggle up with and have kiss me on my forehead and humour me when I insist on play fighting.

Im not one of those people who insist that love doesnt exist, its definitely there, somewhere. I think that those people have never experienced anything close to it, and cannot therefore make a judgement.
I dont even know if I am in love anymore Id like to think I still am. But its complicated.
I love him. A lot. So, so much. Much more than I probably still should, in fact. Of course I do. Id have liked nothing more than to stay where I was this morning, I miss waking up to a cuddle.
Its been 8 months now. I should be okay with this. Hes everything to me though and I hate that this is so complicated.
And now I feel ridiculous for crying on the way home.
Sometimes I wonder just how much I should believe of what he says to me.

You make me sick, because I adore you so
Well said, Mr. Bellamy.
VIEW 11 of 11 COMMENTS
sldnhffg:
hehe pickle.
Ahh a keep up tutorial would be mint, ive heard about mixing the colour with conditioner, and using shampoo less+stuff like that, or even washing your hair less and using dry shampoo. Ive stopped shampooing as much, and whenever i do, it always strips a little away, but i kinda need a good shampooing at least every few days other wise my hair gets all clogged up with products and conditioner makes it greasy :/ i was thinking of looking for some baby shampoo, but ive still not got round to it! xx
Oct 5, 2009
sldnhffg:
thanks smile that was useful, im going to try the mop mix thing!
haha i just uploaded my ginger pic! i'd love to have proper orange hair though, id feel like an anime character hah! xx
Oct 5, 2009

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