reading week is next week. i.can't.wait.
i need it a lot.
i'm going to toronto for the weekend cuz i have to work. then on sunday i head back to hamilton. i'm hoping to go to the fluff girls burleque show but i'm not sure if its a go or not, most of my friends are away for reading week, and going by myself just...
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i need it a lot.
i'm going to toronto for the weekend cuz i have to work. then on sunday i head back to hamilton. i'm hoping to go to the fluff girls burleque show but i'm not sure if its a go or not, most of my friends are away for reading week, and going by myself just...
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Chain Smoker
i look over and wish for you to see me. expectations flutter around the room, angeled in your direction, searching for a home. you mutter something about need, desire and too much trust as i look away in disbelief.
"what are you thinking about?"
the weather. what do you think? i can't figure out how i find myself here in this room again,...
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i look over and wish for you to see me. expectations flutter around the room, angeled in your direction, searching for a home. you mutter something about need, desire and too much trust as i look away in disbelief.
"what are you thinking about?"
the weather. what do you think? i can't figure out how i find myself here in this room again,...
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elvgrenink:
LOVELY
Yes, I agree about some scenes in Monster being difficult to watch. Christina Ricci is so cute as a lesbian. heh heh
Yes, I agree about some scenes in Monster being difficult to watch. Christina Ricci is so cute as a lesbian. heh heh
adrenalynne:
yay! teach me some swear words!!! 
i bought a pair of those cute boy undies form the shop. i'm so sure i'll take a picture of my fatt ass in the stretched cotton once they arrive.
i want sleep.
i want sleep.
oh hamilton...and birthdays.
embassy on saturday. uh.
embassy on saturday. uh.
sempi:
Hi
exit_stencil:
bio-mofoin-chem. booyakashawaguan.
i wish i wasn't falling apart as everyone around me is composed and getting to live a life on some sort of content path. not that it doesn't make me really happy to see people i love and care about happy, cuz it does, but because it further magnifies my own insecurities and overall feelings of shit.
i think i'm being consumed by something i'm...
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i think i'm being consumed by something i'm...
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leola76:
Retsin...I can sympathize with you. Two years ago I was at my worst emotionally, feeling like I had failed myself miserably for so many different reasons. I was stuck in my hometown finishing up my degree and constantly comparing myself to several of my friends who seemed to be succeeding in their pursuits. Like yourself, I wasn't resentful of their successes, but I resented the fact that for whatever reason, I couldn't live up to my own expectations and turn my life in the direction I wanted to steer it in.
Two years later, I am far more grounded than I ever have been in my entire life. I'm not saying that things are picture-perfect, the voices of self-doubt and anxiety still babble away, just not as loud as they used to. Getting the hell out of my home town certainly helped to propel me out of my stagnancy. Anyway, what I'm trying to say is that no matter how shit things seem now, you'll work them out. It may take a while, but if you want the change bad enough you can make it happen.
Two years later, I am far more grounded than I ever have been in my entire life. I'm not saying that things are picture-perfect, the voices of self-doubt and anxiety still babble away, just not as loud as they used to. Getting the hell out of my home town certainly helped to propel me out of my stagnancy. Anyway, what I'm trying to say is that no matter how shit things seem now, you'll work them out. It may take a while, but if you want the change bad enough you can make it happen.
anarchstsrpretty:
I didn't know what to make of it
I shone, mica-scaled, and unfolded
To pour myself out like a fluid
Among bird feet and the stems of plants
I wasn't fooled. I knew you at once.
yeah the love letter...
anytime...
you need...i have
I shone, mica-scaled, and unfolded
To pour myself out like a fluid
Among bird feet and the stems of plants
I wasn't fooled. I knew you at once.
yeah the love letter...
anytime...
you need...i have
taking the go bus into toronto this friday...sleepy sleepy for me. i always sleep on that damn bus ride...turn on the music, tune out the chatter and take a nice nap.
sleep=yummy.
going to bois will be boys at buddies on friday, which should be fun...
sleep=yummy.
going to bois will be boys at buddies on friday, which should be fun...
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evillyn:
Thank you
voltaire:
rose sauce is pretty rad...
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chuckthebank:
and where would you be from dear?
chuckthebank:
ahhhh the hammer.... FFuBalo as my friends and i like to call it
everyone is freaking out about the snow.
i love snow days as much as the next canadian...but really we've seen worse events. toronto will not be calling in the army
so i have to head to school....i'm so out of clean clothes that i have to resort to semi nice clothing that i usually wear to things like work, or dinner with the parentals....oh well...
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i love snow days as much as the next canadian...but really we've seen worse events. toronto will not be calling in the army
so i have to head to school....i'm so out of clean clothes that i have to resort to semi nice clothing that i usually wear to things like work, or dinner with the parentals....oh well...
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masque:
so where are you now if not the center of the universe?
joining in some college fun.
off to the west end to listen to open mic...as if i have to brace the kids form the student ghetto...whole other breed of university brats.
off to the west end to listen to open mic...as if i have to brace the kids form the student ghetto...whole other breed of university brats.
but trust me hanging up on him was the easiet thing!