i've agreed to be one of the characters in a short film a friend of mine is doing for school. there's some crazy lesbian action going on, and i get to fool around and have mock movie sex on screen. which i mean is fine and cool when i'm drunk, i'm all about being slutty and exhibitionist like when i'm fucked, give me a little weed i'll hump the shit out of your leg while i'm at it...but sober is a whole other thing...i wonder if i have to fake some sort of bad tv orgasm a la meg ryan. that'd be hot, bring the house down with my moans. indeed i can be quit loud. random side note, the other girl in the film, who luckily has the much bigger far more complicated part happens to be the person i was falling off chairs with at l'afrique show the other friday. so at least we've kissed before. huh...so much more but we'll leave it at that.
hahaha..talking about all that reminds me movies i did over the summer with my ex when i got my digital camera and realized i could make films on it that were as long as the battery and memory card could handle. i remember watching it like the next day and thinking i looked ugly on camera kissing her up. great now a whole whack of people will get to share in on the fun. joy.
so i'm back at school and hamilton still sucks, but i like having my house and bed and music and computer close by. i love me my space.
radmoness that i wrote i guess two years ago..a year and a half?
chain smoker pt 2.
when you sleep beside me, your body speaks in ways you never allow yourself to. i feel your breath, warm on my shoulders as you move closer in the coldness of the night. i pull the blankets tight around meand feel you inch closer, sneak a peak back and find your eyes fluttering with the images of a private dream.
in the privacy of your room, when your laboured sleep sounds are all i can make out, you tell me that you want me, you tell me this is safe. in the shadows created by street lights i let myself believe every lie you've ever told me, and trick myself into thinking that this time, things could be different.
hahaha..talking about all that reminds me movies i did over the summer with my ex when i got my digital camera and realized i could make films on it that were as long as the battery and memory card could handle. i remember watching it like the next day and thinking i looked ugly on camera kissing her up. great now a whole whack of people will get to share in on the fun. joy.
so i'm back at school and hamilton still sucks, but i like having my house and bed and music and computer close by. i love me my space.
radmoness that i wrote i guess two years ago..a year and a half?
chain smoker pt 2.
when you sleep beside me, your body speaks in ways you never allow yourself to. i feel your breath, warm on my shoulders as you move closer in the coldness of the night. i pull the blankets tight around meand feel you inch closer, sneak a peak back and find your eyes fluttering with the images of a private dream.
in the privacy of your room, when your laboured sleep sounds are all i can make out, you tell me that you want me, you tell me this is safe. in the shadows created by street lights i let myself believe every lie you've ever told me, and trick myself into thinking that this time, things could be different.
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darklis:
A sense of sarcastic irony, as well as humor. 
mya22:
Dude, I can't even write my OWN paper... I highly doubt I can write yours too! I just state at the assignment sheet hoping it'll start typing itself.