retsin

i think i only sort of really embarrassed myself last night.

make that, i made a complete fucking fool of myself, and them maybe its a little more correct.

i need to not do drugs, i need to not drink anymore. i need to not mix these two things.

i need to not strip down and take off my skirt when at places with other individuals. places like clubs. special birthday dances should be reserved for the privacy of my own home.

i need to just say no, and fucking go home at the end of the night...not some sketcy after hours bar.

i need sleep