in my dreams life is much simpler. not even dreams that i create when i am asleep, but the ones i imagine when i walk thru the days. not quite awake, but feeling and aware. i'm not even sure of things anymore. the people i like, the ones i secretly despise, who i appreciate and who i hate being around. part of me wonders which...
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betsyjane:
Thanks for the kind offer. What I really need is a time machine where I can jump ahead like a week.
leola76:
Retsin you are the cutest!!! Your hair looks great! 
juicy juicy juicy!!!
so happy....
should i wear too short skirt, or my naughty secretary look? hmmm decisions decisions!
last night was absolutely scandalous!
i was the scnadaliest scandal that ever did scandal!
bye kids!
so happy....
should i wear too short skirt, or my naughty secretary look? hmmm decisions decisions!
last night was absolutely scandalous!
i was the scnadaliest scandal that ever did scandal!
bye kids!
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peanut2:
hey retsin! good to see you last night
leola76:
Scandalous eh? Sounds like I missed out on a great time! 
if i shut my eyes, i can pretend those aren't your hands touching me. and if i make believe long enough, this room can transform itself into absolute darkness. nothing but tangled red sheets floating around two bodies. if i don't taste the sweat as i feel you, i can make myself think we haven't been here before. and if i accomplish everything, i can...
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leola76:
Sounds like this morning minus the sensuality and love. Ever try sharing a bed with two other people, purely for sleeping purposes? Christ...
(Stumbles back to bed clutching head)
(Stumbles back to bed clutching head)
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tiamat:
awww. those are way too adorable 
ninjagrrrl:
yes, please rant! i could go on and on and on and on about stupid stuff like that.. hehe
i look at you and i think i recognize the pieces. i wonder if you even know who you are today or what you are feeling. your eyes are sad, and your memories confused. faded histories cloud your judgements and affect the decisions you make. i try to make you see beyond the reason and to the possibility and feel my actions are without purpose....
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zarina:
Drinking is the last thing I want to do right now. 
good thing Juicy is still 5 days away!
good thing Juicy is still 5 days away!
miesha:
Like I would pretend not to know you. With a smile as beautiful as yours, it's hard not to want to be near you.
It was fabulous partying with you on Saturday.
It was fabulous partying with you on Saturday.
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leola76:
Was she there Saturday night?
The girl you've been wanting to make out with?
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The girl you've been wanting to make out with?
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leola76:
Or is there more than one crush now?
so drunk last night.
never made it in to work today. opps.
never made it in to work today. opps.
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ninjagrrrl:
hey! it was good to meet you too! i had such a great time and i was drunker than i have been in sooOooo long. wheeeeeee
zarina:
For sure!
today was avery bad school day...i don't want to talk about it.
today i feel ugly and gross.
someone hand me a fucking beer dammit!
off for the weekend....toronto here i come.
see some of you at the bovine on saturday. in a tiny skirt to boot. aren't i always? my chubby legs rejoice!
i bnring you pictures of me dancing by myself at the...
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today i feel ugly and gross.
someone hand me a fucking beer dammit!
off for the weekend....toronto here i come.
see some of you at the bovine on saturday. in a tiny skirt to boot. aren't i always? my chubby legs rejoice!
i bnring you pictures of me dancing by myself at the...
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kiscica:
aw how fucking adorable are you??
damn girlie i really wish i could make it out tonight but it's just not going to happen
promise me you'll make it out to more events though so that i can meet you propAh, ok?
have fun tonight!!!! xoxoxo
damn girlie i really wish i could make it out tonight but it's just not going to happen
promise me you'll make it out to more events though so that i can meet you propAh, ok?
have fun tonight!!!! xoxoxo
cricket:
you are cute!
i have a serious need/desire to make out right now. i think it would help me alleviate some of this stress i'm feeling and put a huge grin on my face.
where are all the pretty girls i love to kiss?
in a perfect world, my crush would come and kiss me right now....*swoon*
where are all the pretty girls i love to kiss?
in a perfect world, my crush would come and kiss me right now....*swoon*
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kiscica:
dammit i'm really trying to make it out tomorrow but it's not lookin good. i'm dying to hang out with all of you! argh.
barcosbarcos:
i was just asking the same question.... everyone loves foxy foxes.
Well there's nothing to lose, And there's nothing to prove....
today's ride on the barton bus was brought to me by the smell of urine and stale cigarettes, and the numbers 1 and 5.
1 : the number of people who panicked at being on the bus and preceeded to light a smoke. okay
5 : the number of baby carriages on the bus today....
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today's ride on the barton bus was brought to me by the smell of urine and stale cigarettes, and the numbers 1 and 5.
1 : the number of people who panicked at being on the bus and preceeded to light a smoke. okay
5 : the number of baby carriages on the bus today....
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nixxx:
Thanks for the kind words
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el_oso:
yes ma'am, the brews certainly help keep the good times going. the last time i got drunk i started riding my friend's bicycle around on her balcony and challenging the girls to wrestling matches. 
i kicked their asses too.
i kicked their asses too.
i'm starting to get that feeling that maybe things aren't ready to end here. that situations may suck but i can come out alive at the end of it all. or maybe not the end, but i can suceed to the rest stop without being consumed by expectation.
if i had thought about it, i never would have pursued an honours degree in biology. i...
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ninjagrrrl:
hey, scary strangers are the best kind of strangers! 
mk700c:
I'm glad your destiny brought you over, although I'm feeling like kind of a bastard for tricking your destiny so. You see, I'm not actually from hamilton. Okay, I have nothing to do with Hamilton other than the World Championships were there this year; and I love Canada, and Canadians.
I really wish I was from Hamilton, or anywhere in Canada for that matter. Alas, I was born across the river in D-Troit.
I hope you, and your destiny, can forgive me.
-mk
I really wish I was from Hamilton, or anywhere in Canada for that matter. Alas, I was born across the river in D-Troit.
I hope you, and your destiny, can forgive me.
-mk
i had a dream last night that i was with all my old friends. we were having a huge dance party on the beach...just dancing like totally crazy people...but it was amazing and made me think of people i miss so much.
i am starting to get crazy from the warm weather!