today was starting off delicious, and as soon as i got to work things went downhill. i don't know why that continues to surprise me. anyhow my sister and i are fighting again, over aimlessly stupid things and i can't help but feel guilty for making her "worse". my sister has struggled with anorexia for years now, and she goes up and down with it quite frequnetly. i wish there was something i could do, that would just make it go away. but alas there is nothing. and it seems like i always have just myself to blame in the end. i am her sister, her twin. i should be guiding and friendly and supporting (all of which i try to be on a 24-7 basis) and not angry and malicious. why must i always end up being the villian???

omniscient:
wow, that's a tough situation. i wish i could give some advise, but i would probably just make things worse.
willisdaillis:
I live in nashuaas well and my mother in law has battled with it for quite some time. Like an addiction, it is always there but through treatment and love/support one can live a full healthy life . Best wishes you and your sister are in my prayers.
good pussy
