went to breakfast. then to visit my grandma. then to careerlink. came home. saw felicia was online. then my mood went to shit
me: you should come to oysterfest with me this weekend
felicia: why dont you just come stay at the apartment
me: would you be there with me the entire time? the idea of sleeping at your place alone freaks me out
felicia:...
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me: you should come to oysterfest with me this weekend
felicia: why dont you just come stay at the apartment
me: would you be there with me the entire time? the idea of sleeping at your place alone freaks me out
felicia:...
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woke up to my moms alarm clock. funny how i can sleep through a mortar attack in iraq but i wake up as soon as the alarm clock on the other end of the house goes off but SHE cant wake up for it though its ten feet away. i fucking hate that clock.
so i woke her ass up. then i ate a box...
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today i went to keystone potato products and put in an application/resume. apparently some guy im related to works there. i dropped his name and im hoping that that, along with me being the only decently dressed applicant, will get me an interview. ill keep my fingers crossed but i wont hold my breath. my favorite redio station from harrisburg is hosting oysterfest at my...
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three hours of sleep the entire weekend. i still hate the army. thats the least of my concerns right now. last night i got a text message from my ex fiance. she miscarried the son i never even knew she was pregnant with. i know im not ready to be a father and i should be relieved. why do i still feel so awful?
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pixel:
oh shit........ that's awful news.... life really has a way of kicking you when you're down. Hope you feel better.
respekt:
when i moved my life was supposed to begin working out again. ive lost most of the few friends i had left and the girl i love is supposed to leave for basic training this week but might not be able to. she was an a car accident yesterday at 2am. hit head-on by a tow truck. and the worst thing is she doesnt even know how i feel about her because im afraid of losing her as a friend. i know she doesnt like me like that anymore...long story short, i just cant have anything
okay so its been a couple days since ive posted. reason being, shit just hasnt been very interesting. i had my interview at the hospital today. 16 hours a week? i HAVE to be there on weekends? excuse me im still active army reserve. they dont want to work around my MANDATORY summer training? i have to request days off two months in advance? fuck...
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keilyn:
Hope things get better for you... Military life sucks at times but its ppl like you and my hubby that keep things in order. kudos..
spent the weekend in maryland with a friend in college. good to get the fuck away away from schuylkill county for a few days. interview at the hospital tomorrow. yea im not ready for it. i was supposed to get some packet to fill out in the mail. i never got it. i already dont like this place. maybe i should just say 'fuck it'...
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woke up to a text message from big reds wifey. apparently the company she works for is hiring so the day after my interview at the hospital (wednesday) i go down to the temp agency in camp hill and apply. im really hoping for some good news....
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got a call about an interview on tuesday at the mental hospital in wernersville. part time. working in the kitchen. the job would suck but i could look forward to some interesting stories....
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i spent like the entire day sleeping. i dont know why i cant stay awake. im hoping to win these tickets to see alice in chains in philly on saturday
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i finally moved the last of my shit out of my shithole apartment. its strange to see all your worldly possessions consolidated in two plywood platforms in your parents basement....tomorrow they leave on vacation. when they get back in a week im hoping to have good news for them regarding finding a job. i dont want to stay here any longer than absolutely necessary
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ugh. long ass weekend. fucking army. last night in the apartment. moving the rest of my shit out tomorrow. then lunch at subway with crazy kristina. i wish i could think of more to type but im TIRED
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spent the day cleaning and packing more shit. hung out at my parents place and played ps3 for a couple hours. ate some kickass steak. reserve duty this weekend. stupid fucking army. 2011 cant come fast enough
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