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my love wants to move to NYC.

dunno how i feel about that.

i'd love to be in a city, but it's cold. and expensive.

xoxo

so i went to court today.

a year ago, i let this shadetree mechanic take my car to fix it, and he stripped it for parts and disappeared, skipped four different court appearances, etc.

today, after sitting for six hours on a hard bench with the dregs of humanity, wearing a suit, a bra (torture! fucking torture, i hate those things), and shoes that hurt...
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today while i was at work, about 800 birds took a huge shit on my car.

seriously.

like, entire hood, roof, and windshield splattered.

know how it looks when you go to the beach and eight or ten seagulls take a shit on your ride?

multiply that by about 100, and that's what my car looked like.

i almost died laughing.

i neglected to take...
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things are looking up, i feel like i can be cautiously optimistic

i need to dye my hair.

i'm totally bored with the way it looks now.

thinking of at least streaks of an odd color...purple, bright red, something, since i have a job where i can get away with that.

i'm probably too old for it now, though.

xoxo

things are a little better

we went out for dinner anyway and dinner was good...

i still feel down about it though, especially because last night ended up okay due to me pussing out.

ugh.

xoxo

you know, i am usually super-tolerant of flirting and mostly unjealous.

but is it too much to ask that he not talk to JUST THIS ONE GIRL??

it's not like they're best friends or anything.

jesus.

just that one. not any of the other ones, just the one he hangs out with behind my back, the one he lies about.

*so frustrated*

i'm probably an...
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so the guy who was the green river killer, gary ridgeway, pled guilty to killing 48 women. the smoking gun has the court papers on his confession in their archive.

and twenty years later, sex workers STILL have no legal recourse...they can be beaten or robbed or raped or killed, and the cops just don't give a shit.

you know, there always HAS been prostitution,...
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so much has been made of the upcoming mini-vacation, yet dave is so unenthused about the whole thing that i'm thinking of staying home. he doesn't even have any input about possibly where he'd like to go.

i don't want to go on a trip with someone who is going to flagrantly NOT have a good time.

i'd rather stay home.

bleh.

xoxo

oooohhh, i'm so glad my love is home...

i do not want to go to work, but i suppose i must.

xoxo

my baby comes home today...

i took a half day at work (i've worked 110 hours in the past two weeks, so it's no big deal), came home, cleaned up, got all cute, put on the new sexy underwear, put clean sheets on the bed...

when we talked on the phone last night, he said he was bringing me a present, but all i want...
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