reshizzle

wow, i finally have interesting things to write about and i don't write about them.

quick run down....
* my grandma has cancer, i feel bad cos i havent called her in like over 4 months and i have really been a bad grand-daughter. going to try and see if i can use some "carer's leave" to go down to Victoria and help her out for a bit.
* i caught up with my brother tonight, he shouted me dinner at super bowl, my favourite chinese place in the Valley. we then went to the casino where he lent me $100 which I turned into $400 on the blackjack. so after paying him back I have $300 to rescue me out of my debt for a little bit longer.
* I've been seeing this guy, I lke him, but I don't want to get too attached, because I'm not really sure of what he wants. He has some ex issues and I don't want to be a person someone just settles for cos they can't get the other person. so i am kind of just trying to go with the flow.... cos really, it's not like I am getting any action anywhere else, plus the sex is pretty good, but at the same time, I am kind of wanting more... I want someone who WANTS to hang out with me and do stuff, like take me out to dinner or see a movie, instead of just seeing me to get laid. hmmmmm.... what have i become.

i just realised how late it was... i must depart for sleepy times.... i'm wooted out for tonight.... i hope he comes round again tomorrow night. hahahah lol. lame.

anyways... peas out