I don't really know what to write... I want to write certain things, but there is a part of me holding it back cos I don't really want to reveal every single part of my personal life and quite possibly, tomorrow I might not feel the same.
But one thing I will say is, right at this moment, I haven't felt this good in.... years.
My unit smells like meat.

here is Mel, me, Matt and Nic at soundwave.
I hate my teeth when i smile. Maybe I can use the $900 to fix them? I don't think that will be enough. lol.

Here is me and nic at her work's dance party thing. It was pretty cool.

i went horseriding on a work friends horse. by riding I mean that I hopped on (after about 5 minutes of procrastinating about how to get on) then totally freaked out, screamed then got scared my screaming would freak the horse out and make it gallop or something, so then started to sob. then i sat on the horse for this photo and because I couldnt work out how to get off. they told me how to but i was too scared, so i kind of sobbed for a little while longer, then thought i have to harden the fuck up if i want to get off the horse cos there is no other way off. I survived. Woot

this horse is called eeyore and its ears and always down like that. It makes him a target to other horses cos they signal each other with their ears and they get mis-read cos they are down all the time.
sucked in eeyore.
dont really have much else to say... after a tough couple of weeks/months, things are definitely getting better, brighter and more optimistic! its all coming together nicely! woot
toot toot
peas out
oh i totally forgot, today was so much fun... doing the whole oscars thing on celeb worship! 81 pages!
But one thing I will say is, right at this moment, I haven't felt this good in.... years.
My unit smells like meat.

here is Mel, me, Matt and Nic at soundwave.
I hate my teeth when i smile. Maybe I can use the $900 to fix them? I don't think that will be enough. lol.

Here is me and nic at her work's dance party thing. It was pretty cool.

i went horseriding on a work friends horse. by riding I mean that I hopped on (after about 5 minutes of procrastinating about how to get on) then totally freaked out, screamed then got scared my screaming would freak the horse out and make it gallop or something, so then started to sob. then i sat on the horse for this photo and because I couldnt work out how to get off. they told me how to but i was too scared, so i kind of sobbed for a little while longer, then thought i have to harden the fuck up if i want to get off the horse cos there is no other way off. I survived. Woot

this horse is called eeyore and its ears and always down like that. It makes him a target to other horses cos they signal each other with their ears and they get mis-read cos they are down all the time.
sucked in eeyore.
dont really have much else to say... after a tough couple of weeks/months, things are definitely getting better, brighter and more optimistic! its all coming together nicely! woot
toot toot
peas out
oh i totally forgot, today was so much fun... doing the whole oscars thing on celeb worship! 81 pages!
hope today is even brighter xx