my head is feeling a little like this today.
and not just cos I am very hungover.
There's so many competing words, phrases and images swirling round my head at the moment.
Good and bad. Mainly bad, mainly confused, mainly regretful.
I put someone in a situation of which they were completely (and more than likely blissfully) ignorant of. Maybe I shattered their world, maybe i shattered their perception of me, I dont mind that they think differently of me, but I just feel really bad for breaking that kind of bubble world they live in. For some people, I guess they never hang out with certain types of people and are never faced with some things that are normal or have become normal for some other people and I guess I over looked or stupidly ignored the fact it would be kind of shocking.
Just keeps repeating over in my head.
Other than that there;s other thoughts. Stop delaying the inevitable. Stop being a girl. Stop overthinking. Dreaming doesn't help with today, tomorrow, later. Fantasy worlds don't come true. Stop drinking my cordial. plus more.
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