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Saturday Dec 13, 2008

Dec 12, 2008
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Wake up wake up
Dreaming only leads
to more nightmares.


I realised something tonight. I have a passion for something again. I am completely engrossed and I feel alive.
my mind is consumed with so many things right now and all i can think of is how much happier i feel.
I came home after visiting a great friend, turned into my street, saw my favourite view in the whole world and was smiling not because i had to or was expected to but because I wanted to.

not completely cleared yet, but the mind is in motion... thinking... accepting...

now all i need to do is get rid of this anger burning inside of me. im hoping a few days off after new years will clear it. i need to chillax. or try meditating.

im off to read...
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dah:
That is awesome, glad you are starting to feel better.

I started Eclipse earlier tonight, it has such a different feeling about it. I can't get that deep into it at the moment. I am trying to drag the last two books out, not read it so quickly, maybe that is my problem.
Dec 12, 2008
dah:
I will keep reading then. I have only gotten up to chapter 3 or 4. I have Breaking Dawn, it was $25 at Boarders. I wish I knew that Boarders sold them all in a pack before I started them, but I think it still worked out cheaper getting them one by one.
Dec 13, 2008

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