reshizzle

Was going to write a rant/statement thing but it was crap so here is the short version:

I question. I wonder. I doubt.

It isn't real. I want real. I have quality now.

Shininess wears away. Toxic. I was warned. Blinded, ignoring.

Learning. Changing. Remembering.

Basically, I am learning from mistakes. Finding traits in others (and myself) that I don't like, and remedying and changing them in myself, so I am not a pretender. or hypocrite. I don't want to doubt. I don't want to question. I want happiness, I want trust, I want genuine. Cause and effect.



In other news... work sucked today, but i got to go home early cos i didnt get a lunch break. tomorrow looks alot the same... i guess its good for bonuses reasons, but i am worried how all that stuff will effect my tax. hmmm.... i guess i will see soon enough.

i should sleep, i have been tired all week. plus my back hurts again.

I got my hair cut... sometimes it looks good sometimes i look like a dude sometimes like a mushroom.

hmmm....

ttfn