resa

Well life is strange. Things happen, and many many things change. Over the past few days I have had a revelation, and a realization about something. I have been draggin my ass around hurt over people who nolonger know who I am.

I've done many stupid things in the process. I know that I am only hurting myself by doing these things. Something has happened in the past week alone, that has made me realize. I need to quit life in the fast lane and mellow out.


I was making dinner the other night and drinking wine, and I spilled corn all over my kitchen, and myself. I again decided to bathe after that happened. I looked at my hamper and kept thinking about how I had two outfits that were too dirty to even put in the hamper(the one with puke all over it, and the one with corn all over it). I came to a realization that nobody is worth me hurting myself so much.

This will be my last journal entry. If anyone ever wants to get a hold of me there are multiple ways to do so. I am not going to come on this site anymore and write about how miserable I am while I never do anything to change it. I figure if I don't have that option then it will be easier for me to change me for the better. I have the job I want...I just need to work on the rest, and at least I know that now. I will miss you guys...but I feel there is nothing left for me here.