Oh my goodness I have been so stressed lately. I really need to just make an appointment to go back to therapy. I've not been good lately. I have been going out alot more than usual. I am doing things I never thought I would do again. I am just so damn empty. I have a great job, but nobody to share it with.
Work was hectic today. I had to get all dressed up because they were shooting a commercial, and I didn't even make it on camera. I was kinda disappointed but I was really nervous if I would've been anyways. The CEO of the company was there, and his mother who is such a sweetheart of a woman. She is the one who is in charge of the hiring and stuff. Since I started there 2 months ago...I have been given a dollar raise. That's great! I'm happy about that...now maybe I won't have to struggle so much. I just hope I don't do anything stupid to screw anything up.
I felt so bad today there is this guy who had an appointment booked for a massage, and I didn't get his number. You have to get their numbers because if something happens where they need to reschedule(like the massuss calling off) then we have to be able to call the client. Well I never got the guys number, but it was listed in the phonebook so we did get a hold of him.
I worked a double today because one of the girls is on vacation, and I was starving and I just wanted to eat, and I think I might have been getting on my boss's nerves because I kept asking if I could go eat. It was just stressful all around. Tomorrow is another day. I hope my stupid hormones have passed by then. I am so damn paranoid that someone isn't going to like me, or think I did something wrong. I just want to be good, and successful at what I am doing because if I'm not then it isn't worth it. I am diving headfirst into my work these days to keep me busy, and keep my mind off of certain things.
I can't wait for this weekend. I love sundays. I hated it that it stormed last night. I woke up like every half our on the hour. I found out today that me and nikki might be working side by side. It could work out really good to work with her, but it might not? I'm not sure. I'm gonna go because I need to blow off steam.
Work was hectic today. I had to get all dressed up because they were shooting a commercial, and I didn't even make it on camera. I was kinda disappointed but I was really nervous if I would've been anyways. The CEO of the company was there, and his mother who is such a sweetheart of a woman. She is the one who is in charge of the hiring and stuff. Since I started there 2 months ago...I have been given a dollar raise. That's great! I'm happy about that...now maybe I won't have to struggle so much. I just hope I don't do anything stupid to screw anything up.
I felt so bad today there is this guy who had an appointment booked for a massage, and I didn't get his number. You have to get their numbers because if something happens where they need to reschedule(like the massuss calling off) then we have to be able to call the client. Well I never got the guys number, but it was listed in the phonebook so we did get a hold of him.
I worked a double today because one of the girls is on vacation, and I was starving and I just wanted to eat, and I think I might have been getting on my boss's nerves because I kept asking if I could go eat. It was just stressful all around. Tomorrow is another day. I hope my stupid hormones have passed by then. I am so damn paranoid that someone isn't going to like me, or think I did something wrong. I just want to be good, and successful at what I am doing because if I'm not then it isn't worth it. I am diving headfirst into my work these days to keep me busy, and keep my mind off of certain things.
I can't wait for this weekend. I love sundays. I hated it that it stormed last night. I woke up like every half our on the hour. I found out today that me and nikki might be working side by side. It could work out really good to work with her, but it might not? I'm not sure. I'm gonna go because I need to blow off steam.
It sounds like you are doing fine at your new job so dont worry so much about it you are a smart girl and you will do a good job if you dont keep thinking you are going to fuck up. Did he ever let you go eat?
So who is Nikki?
I hope you have a fun Sunday and I am so glad to hear someone who actually likes their job--its so rare.