resa

I had a fun time last night. I wasn't even going to go, but I got invited to a pigroast/keg party. I have never been to a big party like that in the woods. It was alot of fun. It was held in my brother's friend brians honor because he is getting married in a couple weeks. The entire thing reminded me off the big party in the movie dazed and confused. I drank lots of watered down keg beer, and knew over half of the people there. It was fun!

I did not eat the pig, it looked disgusting. There is no way I can eat something that is looking at me. I met this guy who is friends with my brother. We talked alot throughout the night. He has lots of piercings, and a mohawk, and a goatee like wayne static. He was nice, and he was hot. I got his number, but I don't want a crazy boy so if he is crazy then we will be nothing more than friends.

I ran into this other guy the other night too. Someone I met one night when I went out with liz, and sherry. We ended up going out to breakfast after we went to have drinks, and he insisted on paying for the entire bill. It was really sweet, but then I tried to call him the next day, and I am not the type of girl who calls people insessantly. So when I never heard from him I figured he was no longer interested. I ran into him the other night, and I didn't even recognize him. He called me the next day, and we still haven't got together.

I told my mom the other day that I feel like carrie bradshaw on sex in the city. I keep going out trying to put myself out there and not really getting too much in return. I suppose I just need to be patient. I am so ready to move on with my life, and I know that the more eager I am to do so, the longer it is going to take for it to actually happen. Being patient is so hard. I just want to find someone to be with and fall in love with again. I want it to be the right person for me this time too. I long for that to happen.

I am eating potroast for dinner yummy!