resa

I'm at my sisters house paying my bills online. I need to reorder checks too fun fun. I hate when I have a day off and I have nobody to spend it with. I feel really alone when that happens. I'm going to probably go to o'donalds tonight? I'm not sure it depends on my mood later. I hope I meet someone hot to have fun with soon.

I went to therapy today and nothing in my life has really changed and things aren't getting worse really but they aren't getting better. I guess pretty soon I won't have to go back there. Everything in my life is at a stand still and I'm not sure how to take it. Things are very slowly getting better I guess? That is what my therapist says anyways.

I want to move away and meet new people and maybe live in California or something. I would really like to finish my script and move out there and see what I can do with it. I'm ready for a big big change in my life. I'm working toward it.

I'm just trying to keep my head up and keep smiling for now.