Do you know what drives me crazy? People who you think care about you, and who you think you care about just disappearing. It is really hard! I should know all about it because for the first time ever in my life I did it to not one but three people, and now it is being done to me. What goes around certainly comes around....
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Think of Me
Think of me
think of me fondly, when
we've said goodbye
remember me
once in a while, please
promise me you'll try
When you find,
that once again you long
to take your heart back,
and be free
if you ever find a moment,
spare a thought for me
We never said
our love was evergreen
or as unchanging as the sea......
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Think of me
think of me fondly, when
we've said goodbye
remember me
once in a while, please
promise me you'll try
When you find,
that once again you long
to take your heart back,
and be free
if you ever find a moment,
spare a thought for me
We never said
our love was evergreen
or as unchanging as the sea......
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nikonphoto80:
So do you like nin version of hurt or Johnny cashs version?
Who is the first song buy?
I hope your doing all right.
Who is the first song buy?
I hope your doing all right.
I've been sleeping pretty much all day. My stomache is killing me today. There were times last night when I could barely walk because I had wicked cramps down toward my tail bone? Its bothering me again today too. I have a massive headache. I'm going to go take more medicine and lay down.
I still feel like I am dreaming. I'm living in a...
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lifeimagenary:
sorry to hear your feeling bad hope you feel better soon. As for school na i don't go i just work and skate. Athens is a Party town i don't live here anymore but this is were my heart is. I love the town. well hope you feel better again and take it easy.
lifeimagenary:
sorry to hear your feeling bad hope you feel better soon. As for school na i don't go i just work and skate. Athens is a Party town i don't live here anymore but this is were my heart is. I love the town. well hope you feel better again and take it easy.
I feel like a great big loser. My friends are dropping like flies. I feel like I am dreaming, and all that is happening can't be happening.
norritt:
try to find new friends 
mistressmissy:
real life friends or sg friends?
you could always make sg friends into real life friends!
they're a better quality of people...for the most part
i love you!
you could always make sg friends into real life friends!
they're a better quality of people...for the most part
i love you!
I went to niagra falls the other day. It only temporarily made me stop thinking about things. I really think that there are certain situations in life that you just can't run from, nomatter how far in denyal you become from it. The falls were beautiful. Losing my money in a casino wasn't. The ghetto ass crack neighboorhood around the casino wasn't either.
I ate...
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evanx:
Miisy and I watched Super Size Me a few weeks ago. I'll never eat at McDonalds again (Not like I was going to anyway. )
)
nikonphoto80:
I hat McDonalds it has always sucked
What in your life are you getting sad about, I thank your great and I dont like to see people I thank are great sad.
What in your life are you getting sad about, I thank your great and I dont like to see people I thank are great sad.
I'm at my sisters house paying my bills online. I need to reorder checks too fun fun. I hate when I have a day off and I have nobody to spend it with. I feel really alone when that happens. I'm going to probably go to o'donalds tonight? I'm not sure it depends on my mood later. I hope I meet someone hot to have...
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resa:
Something really terrible has happened. I am devestated. I probably won't be online for awhile. It's a very personal thing. I need time to think about what I need to do. 
bleeder:
Whoa.
Good luck with whatever it is.
Good luck with whatever it is.
I feel a lil better I took a nap. I worked for a stupid 3 hours today, just enough to get me out of bed. I went to the dairyqueen after work and got some barebequed beef sandwiches and ice cream because I hadn't had any for like 3 weeks or something. I am an ice-cream-a-holic.
I'm trying to wake up. I know it's silly...
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mistressmissy:
how are things? i haven't talked to you lately.
were you gonna go to prom with mario? i want to see you!
were you gonna go to prom with mario? i want to see you!
mistressmissy:
the job search seems to be never ending
prom is june 4th. you better get talking...and/or requesting off.
everything goes pretty well except for the bills with no job thing. i have another interview later though. lets hope.
sorry about the assholes thing. hope you find someone decent soon.
prom is june 4th. you better get talking...and/or requesting off.
everything goes pretty well except for the bills with no job thing. i have another interview later though. lets hope.
sorry about the assholes thing. hope you find someone decent soon.
It's friday...yeah! I feel really lonely today. I came over my sisters house to not be lonely but I still feel that way...nomatter where I am. I hope the feeling goes away soon.
I'm really worried about things. I know that some things are just out of my hands, but I still feel and worry. I've been thinking about starting smoking again. I'm not sure...
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I'm really worried about things. I know that some things are just out of my hands, but I still feel and worry. I've been thinking about starting smoking again. I'm not sure...
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bettiebangup:
Don't start back up with the sin sticks, hon.
Boys are stupid. Actually most folks are. But it'll be okay.
Boys are stupid. Actually most folks are. But it'll be okay.
samuraivillain:
*comfort* things will get better. no matter even in the darkest of dark there will always be some light in you!
yeah that was cheesy... but its what i do
Smokeing is
bleh, too expensive.
Take care,
yeah that was cheesy... but its what i do
Smokeing is
bleh, too expensive.
Take care,
Ok sundays are lame! I am back at my sister's house, waiting while my car gets fixed, and I have a big feeling that my front brakes are bad. argh!!! I tried to fucking say that before, but does anyone fucking listen to me when I talk no?!?! If my front brakes are bad I don't know what I'm gonna do?
I need my car...
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I need my car...
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jerry1507:
that's a real bad sunday... i hope you solve at least a few of your problems...!!
btw: it isn't really exciting to be a german in germany
but the cancer thing you said... maybe it's a good thing, but you know cancers: they get sad from one moment in another... that's not so funny sometime...
btw: it isn't really exciting to be a german in germany
but the cancer thing you said... maybe it's a good thing, but you know cancers: they get sad from one moment in another... that's not so funny sometime...
lifeimagenary:
So what did you do to your leg? Hope it's not to bad. The great outdoors are well great i love shooting photos in the woods. We got Wayne National Forest right behind are place. Well hope your doing well
I can put on my own damn pics! yippie! I do have a program, and I did figure it out!
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jerry1507:
nice pics!
nikonphoto80:
Why cant you get the rest of them up
I'm not feeling well today. I feel really exhausted, and my body is pretty sore. I feel like I was hit by a truck or something. I went out with a gorgeous guy last night, who to me looks like he could be a model or something, and for some reason...he thinks I'm attractive. We went to applebee's, then to see the ring two(it sucked),...
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nikonphoto80:
The hot guy thanks youre hot because you are, you are one sexy lady.
Im glad you had fun last night.
Dont fell like your cheating because your not you are a great person and you deserve to be happy.
Whenever your ready to tell me about the stuff that you want to talk about but isnt the right time ill be glad to listen.
Ps I put a response to your comment on your last journal.
Im glad you had fun last night.
Dont fell like your cheating because your not you are a great person and you deserve to be happy.
Whenever your ready to tell me about the stuff that you want to talk about but isnt the right time ill be glad to listen.
Ps I put a response to your comment on your last journal.
Well I went to therapy today and everything was all good. My therapist lady kept asking why I keep comming back because I seem so be so much better than I originally was when I first went in there. I feel alot better too...it's amazing what changing one little thing in your life can do for your entire existence.
I'm going to mill creek park...
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lifeimagenary:
glad to hear your doing so well. 22 miles dam that's a lot of ground covered. I remember one summer i'd skate into town to hang out with my friends and that was 15 and it took me a good part of the day but your body feels so good after. Well I hope you get the job you want. If they don't call back in another day or two I'd call them back and just ask if they are still interviewing or if they have found someone all ready. Well good luck and keep your head up
nikonphoto80:
Im glad you got out of the bad relationship.
Glad you had fun in the park, glad you had good company.
Im very glad all that stuff doesnt bother you as much as It us to.
Glad you had fun in the park, glad you had good company.
Im very glad all that stuff doesnt bother you as much as It us to.
So what is the secret mission pleas tell me I nose LOL.
Hope ya had fun in Akron.