Big fight tonight. It got ugly. I overreacted. I left. Came back. Now, it's just weird. Uncomfortable. She's nuts. I'm selfish, always wanting quiet. I don't like people and the noise they make. Too much noise. Fucking racket. hard when I have a 2 yr old and a 5 yr old. What the fuck was I thinking? I guess I wanted the 2.5 kids, the white picket fence, etc. GAWD.


In other news, "she" just got married again. Here's a tree-huggin', pot smokin', hippie girl that was never, EVER getting married, (one of the reasons we broke up some 12-13 years ago), and now she goes for #2.....AND he's a NY State Trooper. LIKE WOAH.