repo_man

Well, a shitty weekend. Just shitty for a number of reasons. I feel so bummed right now. Just in a total funk. Busy all weekend, still trying to close on the refi, and trying to do something with the apartments. I'm probably going to sell them. I don't need the headache any more, but I will miss the cash-flow.

And, well, I don't know what this feeling is inside of me, but it's weird and I'm not sure how to handle it. I'm starting to think it was just an illusion of sorts, or maybe just one-sided. I really thought there was some type of connection going on. For whatever it was worth. I really did. I often get the feeling I'm just one of many....many, many. I mean, sometimes, I get the total blow-off, like I'm not even there. Not sure. I don't know if you can ever fall for somebody this way anyways, or even start to. Eh, what do I know...

Bah, this is silly...