One minute it's "let's not go out, let's just stay in" and all kissing and touching me. The next "I don't want to give you my cold" and "I have to get up early". There's always am excuse.
Am I wrong, or is she just having a little power trip by working me up to let me down? I mean, she's the one in a...
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Tonight, was gonna go out with Sarah.
She called said she'd prefer to "stay in".
This is attempt #3 at breaking my "no sex" streak.
Hey, if the Red Sox can win one, so can I: REVERSE THE CURSE!
***update***
the curse lives
She called said she'd prefer to "stay in".
This is attempt #3 at breaking my "no sex" streak.
Hey, if the Red Sox can win one, so can I: REVERSE THE CURSE!
***update***
the curse lives
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evanx:
Yea, but didn't it take them like 60 years or something???? 
akasnuggles:
"Yea, but didn't it take them like 60 years or something????"
LOL
err...sorry.
hmm...
are you making the first move or are you waiting for her to?
LOL
err...sorry.
hmm...
are you making the first move or are you waiting for her to?
Valentine's Day #25 without a Valentine. I'm trying my damnedest to feel pathetic and weepy about it like usual, but the best I can pull off is a mild sarcastic resentment. Sorry to disappoint, Hallmark. Maybe next year throw a few more sharpshooting Cupids and gut-wrenching jewelry commercials at me. But buck up, Hallmark. You'll always have Mother's Day to make me feel guilty again.
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evanx:
Mike Patton is nothing to be afraid of!
akasnuggles:
there's gotta be moms out there who are completely indifferent to whether or not their son's get married.
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right? i mean besides the alkys and meth-heads...right?
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right? i mean besides the alkys and meth-heads...right?
A moment of silence for Arthur Miller.
He was one of my favorite writers, right up there with James Joyce, Wilfred Owen, and Yusef Komunyaaka.. By the time I was 15, I had read "The Collected Works of Arthur Miller," twice, including a made-for-TV screenplay that never got made, and some really godawful poetry. He died yesterday at the age of 89.
He was one of my favorite writers, right up there with James Joyce, Wilfred Owen, and Yusef Komunyaaka.. By the time I was 15, I had read "The Collected Works of Arthur Miller," twice, including a made-for-TV screenplay that never got made, and some really godawful poetry. He died yesterday at the age of 89.
venice:
All I've ever read was "Death of a Salesman", and actually, I'm not sure I even read it, just watched it in some class. Maybe I should read some more of his stuff, eh?
venice:
I was talking to my mother today, and I think I was born with this desperate need to prove I'm independent. I don't really like it. It messes a lot of things up, and when it comes down to it, I really really really do need other people, a lot.
The Maine beach sounds wonderful. The Oregon beaches are almost always rainy, or at least sprinkly. That's what I always hope for, light rain, and a little wind. And we have lots of nice cliffs and rocks too. I don't really understand the purpose of a beach like in California. What does it do?
I have no control over when my sets go up. If I did, I would try ever so hard for you. As it is, all we can do is hope a lot. I want them to go up too, of course.
The Maine beach sounds wonderful. The Oregon beaches are almost always rainy, or at least sprinkly. That's what I always hope for, light rain, and a little wind. And we have lots of nice cliffs and rocks too. I don't really understand the purpose of a beach like in California. What does it do?
I have no control over when my sets go up. If I did, I would try ever so hard for you. As it is, all we can do is hope a lot. I want them to go up too, of course.
Got a nice email from Sarah. Things are okay, and she wasn't just blowing me off. She told me some more about this big work project, and showed me the webpage for the proposal she's writing up. It sounds pretty cool. She told me she really enjoyed Friday and is excited to see me next week, and suggested Tuesday or Wednesday. So that made me...
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ninedayjane:
jerk. and you doubted me. the sooner you accept that you don't know everything and that I do, the better off you'll be.
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It was whiney and pathetic.
"If God moves across the water
Then the girl moves in other ways
And I'm losing sight of either.
Night and fog are my days.
I wanted only to be gentle,
But I gave her jealousy and rage.
Who knows exactly what I'm after?
Night and fog are my days."
-Mercury Rev
It was whiney and pathetic.
"If God moves across the water
Then the girl moves in other ways
And I'm losing sight of either.
Night and fog are my days.
I wanted only to be gentle,
But I gave her jealousy and rage.
Who knows exactly what I'm after?
Night and fog are my days."
-Mercury Rev
akasnuggles:
ok, yeah, yr a dark comedy, but yr the best damned dark comedy on the interweb! 
all sad-and-lonely-like.
The more things change, the more they stay the same.
The more things change, the more they stay the same.
venice:
Totally oblivious, most likely. That and I put off extremely strong don't-talk-to-me vibes, which I think work better than I would like them to. Maybe I just had my guard down or something. 
The longer I go, and the more I try to change myself into someone I like better, the more I realize that I am exactly the same as I have always been. Things kind of suck like that. I'm sorry you're sad and lonely.
The longer I go, and the more I try to change myself into someone I like better, the more I realize that I am exactly the same as I have always been. Things kind of suck like that. I'm sorry you're sad and lonely.
Sarah cancelled our date.
She "has to work late" and will "check her schedule" to see if she can "maybe find some time next week". And so my sexless streak lives on.
Whatever. Who needs fucking when you have Mogwai records and porn.
***Note the new alias. Having pronouns and articles in your alias is kind of clumsy.***
She "has to work late" and will "check her schedule" to see if she can "maybe find some time next week". And so my sexless streak lives on.
Whatever. Who needs fucking when you have Mogwai records and porn.
***Note the new alias. Having pronouns and articles in your alias is kind of clumsy.***
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akasnuggles:
this sounds kinda bad, but yr my new favourite late nite drama
hell, i'd give ya a hand job for 20$ and a slice o life...
hell, i'd give ya a hand job for 20$ and a slice o life...
venice:
You changed your name, it totally confused me!
I would also love someone fully clothed in bed with no sex to just lay there with, but that never really works out. People always want more than that, I've found. Which is why I decided I just want friends, because if you have really close friends, sometimes you can have that anyway.
I would also love someone fully clothed in bed with no sex to just lay there with, but that never really works out. People always want more than that, I've found. Which is why I decided I just want friends, because if you have really close friends, sometimes you can have that anyway.
ME: I wrestled in high school, and I have a friend with mats so we still proactice sometimes."
HER: "Wrestling, huh? That sounds like fun. Maybe on Wednesday night after the concert you can show me some moves."
I like this girl's style. I'm uber-shy, so that kind of directness is perfect.
HER: "Wrestling, huh? That sounds like fun. Maybe on Wednesday night after the concert you can show me some moves."
I like this girl's style. I'm uber-shy, so that kind of directness is perfect.
venice:
Ooh Now that sure has some implications.
Now that sure has some implications. Do you watch The L Word? ninedayjane and Robin have decided that I am Lisa. I gotta say this makes some sense...
akasnuggles:
i dont have Showtime, otherwise i would...so i'm missing Queer as Folk and The L Word...
have HBO?
ever watch UNSCRIPTED?
have HBO?
ever watch UNSCRIPTED?
how aggessive are you being?
have you talked about how yr feeling about the situation?