rephrased

The stupid internet's been down for like... three days.
Well, not so much the internet as my computer.
And not so much down as I tried fixing my virus and accidentally deleted some vital windows system files, and had to go to my sister's and find my recovery disks.

Stupid viruses.

Anyhow, me and Graycen hung out for the first real-life time on Thursday night. It was good fun. She's a sweetie.

I have to go to training for work on Monday, which normally means "Hooray, I get to hang out at the downtown office where the fancy uppity people work and get free lunch at a nice restaurant on the waterfront, and get out of work early." But this time it means I had to skip my friend's party in CT last night so I could go in to work today and do all the work I should do Monday. But on the other hand, I hung out with M (my best friend's girl) last night, so that was fun. We went to Portsmouth and got kinda shitfaced. I'm over the little crush I once had on her, which is a relief. Eventually, I just figured out that I'm jealous that he found someone that makes him as happy as she does, not jealous of her specifically. It makes sense. I think I got a little mopey at the end of the night, with the whole, "how-come-girls-don't-like-me" thing, but she understands, I think. I'm frustrated with women right now, and the only thing I want more than to find a perfect girlfriend right now is to never date another woman in my life.