I haven't written in almost a year. I was on idle mode. Still am i guess. I have a boyfriend now. He kinda doesn't know about this SG thing. Damn i wish i could tell him. Damn i wish i could be myself. Once in a while. I'm happy, most of the time. But i pretend a lot. I pretend so much that sometimes i'm not sure what i actually think or feel. I smile and nod. I am very good at nodding now. I didn't change, but i hide stuff. I went to one of my favorite ''nights'' last week end. It's probably why i'm feeling nostalgic. How much would you sacrifice in order to keep peace (and the whole ''thing'' thing) together?
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hardticket:
My three cents. i decided long ago after a very bad break up there was no compromise with who i was and the stuff i like to do. I was happier being alone or stuck with short relatioships for several years until i found the wonderful girl i have now.
reo:
Mmm, it's a bit more complicated than that (relationships are always complicated lol !) i'm not unhappy. I'm not exactly lying either. Uuurrgghhhhh