Beurk beurk beurk et re-beurk! Maudite marde que ca sert a RIEN!!!!!!!!
He's already getting on my nerves... Just like every other guy i met the last 4 years. I feel like i have a puppy following me, texting me 10 times a day. Damn, the dude acts like we've known each other for months, almost like if he was in looooove. WTF? We had a couple of dates! He says im his gf (WHAT?) and even asked me on facebook to be his relationship thingy... And i'm so dumb, and i don't want to hurt his feelings... I said yes... WHY????? I don't want to. I'm so not there.
Last night, he came over. He snores (fuck!) so i couldn't sleep. And all i could think of, was my daughter's dad. Like every time i tried to have someone in my life, all it does is remind me of what i lost. But hey, at least i went to sleep (crying myself to sleep is a tried and tested way to fall asleep ain't it!)
I'm starting to think that i'm not gonna find someone who's gonna make me forget about Seb. And that sucks. Cause he doesn't care about me. At all.
Or i should go back to lady lovin... Cause at least they don't remind me of my ex lol !!!
I feel like it's the only subject i write about on here... And maybe it is. But that's the kind of stuff i don't want my friends to know. 'cause then they'll know just how fucked up I am. I prefer to pretend like im waaayyy over him, and to look like i'm a happy free gal. Bullshit!
I need a hug.
Now.
He's already getting on my nerves... Just like every other guy i met the last 4 years. I feel like i have a puppy following me, texting me 10 times a day. Damn, the dude acts like we've known each other for months, almost like if he was in looooove. WTF? We had a couple of dates! He says im his gf (WHAT?) and even asked me on facebook to be his relationship thingy... And i'm so dumb, and i don't want to hurt his feelings... I said yes... WHY????? I don't want to. I'm so not there.
Last night, he came over. He snores (fuck!) so i couldn't sleep. And all i could think of, was my daughter's dad. Like every time i tried to have someone in my life, all it does is remind me of what i lost. But hey, at least i went to sleep (crying myself to sleep is a tried and tested way to fall asleep ain't it!)
I'm starting to think that i'm not gonna find someone who's gonna make me forget about Seb. And that sucks. Cause he doesn't care about me. At all.
Or i should go back to lady lovin... Cause at least they don't remind me of my ex lol !!!
I feel like it's the only subject i write about on here... And maybe it is. But that's the kind of stuff i don't want my friends to know. 'cause then they'll know just how fucked up I am. I prefer to pretend like im waaayyy over him, and to look like i'm a happy free gal. Bullshit!
I need a hug.
Now.
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I feign disinterest because it makes you that more pressed to get you interested in ME, interested in you.
...wait. Was that right? Yeah.
Anyway you're smokin hawt, somebody will come along and realize how great you are.
just my 2 cents
Bryan