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I'm freaking out because I have to give a 30 minute presentation next tuesday, and I'm terrible about presentations. I'm ok with public speaking, as long as I don't have to make a point... but when I have to stay focused on a topic I stumble and stammer my way through my lectures. I think I'm gonna have a couple of beers for lunch that day so I don't have a freak-out in the middle of my talk.
I have to give another super scary lecture on May 4th. I'm having an art show and I have to explain my work which always goes wrong... because I'm so inarticulate when it comes to my work. I know what I'm trying to do, but I can't explain it in words... grrrr...
Anyway, next friday I'm getting more work done on my sleeve, which is sort of a reward for getting through my awful next week. I think I'm getting tattoo fever, because I'm already trying to figure out what I want on the other arm.