Cool. I have been going to school lately. Getting that English study up, but not much learning. So what do I have to do to learn some more? I don't know man, I've been meaning to learn more about creative writing. Writing is easy, but some shit isn't connected and too ensnaring.
Speaking of reading, I started Fahrenheit 451, really engaging, super cool so far, but I've been reading it on my down time at school since whenever I'm at home I want to lay about and play video games. Other times Im at work, and sometimes I lose sleep because im being a dumb ass sleeping way past my bedtime. I dont know why I do this to myself. I either like the dysfunction, or I just want to keep going and say "fuck sleep". I really would like to sleep a full uninterrupted 8 hours of sleep. Damn I miss that. Sleeping for like 8 hours or so straight. I remember one time I slept around 15 hours accumulated, meaning, I went to sleep for about 6 hours, woke up, didn't get out of bed, and then proceeded to sleep some more. Was fucking... NICE! lol
Enough about that though, so how about school? Sure, Theatre class, introduction to acting. Damn, out of my comfort zone, but maybe I can figure it out. I did already talk to my teacher about some uncertainties I had about how to work with some of the exercises. Some goofy shit happened and I felt really uncomfortable with it. I wanted to die inside. It was embarrassing as hell. Flopping around and making awkward noises. Please no... ah well, that part is over, and now I need to figure out some verbs and other things... which reminds me... I'm a little fucked since I haven't been doing the assignment right lol. Shit... I gotta get 20 verbs describing how these situations work out. As for English class though... I'm limited to 3 articles and 1 documentary film. The articles themselves aren't super informative, and most of the information is convoluted too. So what angle am I supposed to take with it other than a stance that I'm limited in giving the information that is solid enough for the reader... hmm... how about using whatever I have but put in a corner to tell the reader that this is all I have. Whatever works.
Other shit... I have a sister that has been living with me for the time being. It's really annoying, since she doesn't feed her dog right, or pay much attention to her daughter... hopefully though she'll be out "in two weeks." Ah hell no man, she was supposed to be here for about "three weeks." That was back in July... yeah the time the last blog was. As for her demeanor? Kinda shitty. She once said to screw off after she almost got me fired from my job. I told her ass that those are the fucking rules, and you shouldn't be yelling and bitching about it because I work there! Yeah, so much for an apology, as she acts like that never happened. The hell does she take me for? Man, I just want to bump my music and video games late at night, but she's like right there. I work late, and sleep late because of it, still she doesnt get it with her crazy ass letting her daughter and bf make noise in the morning. Her bf though, is more reasonable I think. Sucks though, I can't even nurse a hangover right so I don't drink :/
I got new melatonin though. Chewy, 10mg, citrus flavor, and it gets me pretty sleepy. However, I still have to deal with my fucked up back with all these knots cramping up while I move around. I got a self massager instrument. I thought, hey this'll help save me money rather than going out to get those massages I like. I keep forgetting that I have access to a massage therapist in the town over though... haven't been there yet so I don't know where it's at... just a bitch on gas though. I like saving money, then later splurging it, but really I try not to fuck up my bank account.
Maybe next blog I'll tell tales about work situations. For now I need to catch some Z's.
-Reno