So there's this neat person I go to get seen for my physical recovery, and I have yet to ask her simply if she'd like to hang out and watch a movie sometime (my treat).
I just dont seem to have the nerve; because, I know she's older by maybe close to ten years? idk, and I can tell she kinda wants me to say something, but I always feel so awkward just asking. I also wanna just get it over with and ask if she's single but... I don't want to make things awkward whenever I go back to that place.
They say, don't shit where you eat, and I know it is ... it just nicer to not have awkwardness in this world. My goal here would be to at least make a friend, and to see where that goes, but how many times does that actually work out? It can rough, but I want to ask so badly, and it feels like we're just from different worlds. A part timer with nothing going on in his life and welll...
Okay, yeah, now's not to time for negatives. Just live. Live life a bit and ask, don't fret... stay calm. Everything's going to be okay. It's just another person... that I actually get along with ...
... Uff. I honestly don't know why I over think this, I have several older friends, and yet, it's pretty hard for me to be face to face even to just make a new friend by asking to hang out.
*flop* Would it be weird to show up one day just to ask her if she is free sometime for a movie?
