I'm having way too many thoughts going on in my head. Instead it's like being kicked out of your own party.
Is there an insomnia group? There's only so much i can do by myself.
Hmm, after thinking about it, I could watch some anime; that always cheers me up. Maybe that's where im going wrong.
Although with all the paranoia and wishful thinking that goes on, it still can be hard to avoid relapse. So then i decided to talk to my pen pal for a bit to try and get my mind off of things.
Best friend over the internet i made in my opinion.
Gosh there's so much i could talk about honestly. I'm sure it would take time. I'm just not active and motivated to go looking, you know?
But if I could just have a bit of space to write things down, that would be nice.
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