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Yeah, so I've been MIA for some time now, I know. School's pretty much done for. At least till around the 1st of June. Then I have to return to work and take Acting I. I've no idea what my grades are... or my final grades.. who knows. I don't care so much right now.

I've moved into DT.. at least half way. I've become...
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So I'm definately about to pass out.... like literally. Last night was my first all-nighter that was not voluntary and filled with things like parties or sugar. I did have two bottles of Bawls though (and I wish I had had two more, but then I probably wouldn't be able to sleep now if I had had two more.) Either way, I got my final...
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So last night a few of us decided to celebrate our liberation of our first exams. Some were celebrating the end of their "Religions of Southeast Asia" exam, while I on the other hand, had to celebrate the end of my battle with the Nemesis. Oh well. I ended up having to drag a friend who got alcohol poisoning actually out of his bed (which...
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soo... yeah.. faced off with the Nemesis for the final battle... battling grounds? The classroom... time? 10 am Monday morning... the weapons? Final exams and witty commentary.

The exam ended up being about 21 questions long (I know.. random..). I ended up only getting enough work for maybe a few points done on 16 of the questions... of those 16, I only found answers to...
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What's the difference of never knowing at all?
When every step I take is always too small.
Maybe it's just something I can't admit but lately,
I feel as I don't give a shit

Motivation such an aggravation,
Accusations don't know how to take them,
Inspiration's getting hard to fake it.
Concentration never hard to break it.
Situation never what you want it to be....
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ooo.. so much shit going on, and so much shit to do this weekend.. and then finals next week. *sigh* what's a girl to do?

Either way.. this is short. I have things to be doing... yet no motivation to do them.

So yeah, I hate calc, but I am maintaining the mantra of "One day left, one exam left, one day left, one exam left..."... I just don't know what to do anymore, or if it would even be worthwhile to go to the class and the exam. Hopefully he'll apply a wicked curve, because if he fails the entire class (and pretty much we're all...
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sorry for being MIA for a while.. it's been a bit rough recently... and a little odd. Either way.. stress.. plus with end of classes and finals in the next bit of time.. yeah. rough.

So I found out good news for this summer. I was afraid I'd be stressed like I am during the school year. I'd be budgeting myself like I'd only get paid once a month, therefore not really getting any of the cash that I earned during the summer till after the summer (because of the month pay delay). But yay! Instead I found out that...
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So last night was harsh.. I crawled into bed around 2 am, and then wanted to fall asleep, but ended up not, because a girl on my floor was talking on the phone in the hallway. Really loud. Really fucking loud. Like I thought it was two different girls originally, because she was going back and forth between Hmong and English. Either way. She's a...
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