renegadefuzz

She's not the kind of girl
Who likes to tell the world
About the way she feels about herself
She takes a little time in making up her mind
She doesn't want to fight against the tide

And lately I'm not the only one
I say never trust anyone

Always the one who has to drag her down
Maybe you'll get what you want this...
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so today I didn't do much of anything. I did have a really good time watching Hocus Pocus though and carving pumpkin with megan1123 in the middle of the living room floor. Our pumpkins are great, and currently are lit outside. much fun.... we also took the seeds and baked them in the style of my mummy... so tasty...

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*edited on Oct 29, 2005,...
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so yeah.. interesting weekend.

tried to run away for a while and hide- didn't work.

-saved my sister's soon to be mother-in-law from her abusive husband at 2 am with my mother. Including an hour stay at the cop shop to be able to drive them home afterwards.

-had to sleep on the floor at my house because my aunt and uncle came and they...
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you know what's tasty?

a cobb salad accompanied by a large long island iced tea...

tasty.

a touch of the hand,
a brush of the lips,
a gentle caress
on the curve of her hips.

a feathery sigh,
a hungry embrace,
she knew that it'd be
a true fall from grace.

seeing things unclearly, but somethings clear as day
never wanting something, knowing what she'd pay
losing all she came for, finding so much more
it didn't really matter, her heart's...
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so get this... I hate scary movies.. right? right.

but on the other hand... I LOVE haunted houses. Maybe it's the fact that I love theatre and I love design, and I can pick them apart much more easily than movies, but I love them.... Trail of Terror is where we went... and it was so much fun... the hayride was just a lot of...
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There comes a point where it's too much to bear. At least for me there is... just the simple desperation I have to find someone who will talk to me, and hold me at the same time, and have it just feel right. To have someone not care if I didn't do my hair that day, and if I only wanted to wear pajamas. To...
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I just got done watching late night television, while enjoying a good meal of mac n cheese, complete with cut up hot dog bits and peas mixed in, with a beer to compliment it all. If that was not enough, I also happened to utilise a T.V. tray while eating my food, and when done, I had to shut off the cable with a remote,...
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so being ditched once because he had to work, well, that's ok. At least it seemed ok. We talked later on that night for almost 4 hours, so really.. it didn't seem all that bad, or like it was purposely happening. But then being ditched a second night, with no call, no talking, no response, no answer on his cell phone. Well... that calls to...
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hermmmm..... yeah.. date is tomorrow. Hope all goes well, but one may never know. I hope things do... I'm tired of being single. Single and I don't work out too well.

last night was fun. lots of drunken party-ness at the house.
perhaps a bit too much.
again.. one may never know....