renegadefuzz

So J-term has now ended.... and I've had the most perfect class I've ever had. Out of the *entire* class I've missed less than 10 points. I feel very proud of myself, but it's just a first step in recovery for me. I have a lot more things to do.

Today was the last day of class, and Wallace brought out the airbrush. He was...
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I'm not sure what it is that draws me to my computer after I get out of my shower. But again, I find myself dripping in my folding lawn chair that I use as a desk chair, wrapped in none but a towel. I think it's a new comfort level for me. I also think it's because I hate putting on clothes right away after...
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so my advisor was talking with me today after admiring some of my work (apparently I do nice work...) and he told me that I might be able to get a grant to work on prosthetics and makeup to help expand my portfolio. He was discussing this with me about doing a summer gig and working on it to experiment and develop my portfolio, but...
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So here I am again... late at night, thinking, and rambling to myself in my head. I don't know if this is a good hobby, or a bad one, but I've gotten some good ideas this time. I've been thinking about my life and my goals and what I might want to accomplish with my life. I know I want simple certain things. I want...
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so yeah, I've recently been experiencing a life of second chances.... I thought that maybe my life was done, maybe I did something wrong and fouled it up something good. That it would be the end of me, but I'm suddenly having numerous chances opened up for me. Options that I hadn't thought of, that I was sure I'd never get again. And because of...
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ok... for all of you who expressed sympathy, I appreciate it, and I take it as a compliment.

That picture didn't have a real bruise or wound in it. That is make-up that I did in my workshop. I'm a theatre major and makeup is my specialty. I was curious as to see if it would work on camera as well as on the stage-...
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you know what makes me smile? when one is munching on teddy grahams and you get to bite their heads off.

for some reason, I find this quite satisfying.

happy 2006...

may everyone's hopes for the new year come true,
and may your resolutions last for more than a week.