Emotions are tricky little fiends. I have decided this. Some are stronger than others, while sometimes the weakest ones have the greatest effects on you.
When things change in your life, views and perspectives shift, habits change, emotions shift. Sometimes vast holes are left, other times things get overloaded. I used to have one of these holes, but it's getting covered up, filled. I'm not sure if I can say that it's love that I feel, or if it's just an intense desire to feel love that I fool myself into believing it. But it's something of the kind, in all honesty-- an attachment, a craving to the point of almost downright depravity, a full force rush after just a few words.... makes me giggle and smile just by getting a voicemail.... I feel as though I could spend day after day, never ask for more or less.....
not that I don't love the feeling, and feel such strong emotions...
but part of my brain questions: is it just because of what I lost? or is it because of what I have gained?
When things change in your life, views and perspectives shift, habits change, emotions shift. Sometimes vast holes are left, other times things get overloaded. I used to have one of these holes, but it's getting covered up, filled. I'm not sure if I can say that it's love that I feel, or if it's just an intense desire to feel love that I fool myself into believing it. But it's something of the kind, in all honesty-- an attachment, a craving to the point of almost downright depravity, a full force rush after just a few words.... makes me giggle and smile just by getting a voicemail.... I feel as though I could spend day after day, never ask for more or less.....
not that I don't love the feeling, and feel such strong emotions...
but part of my brain questions: is it just because of what I lost? or is it because of what I have gained?
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