renegadefuzz

So people hold onto different things because they're afraid of something new. No matter what they give up. It's less an attachment to the thing they're giving up.. more of the fear of something new.. a level of comfort perhaps? But then what if the new is more comfortable? What if it fits better than before? Then the fear is eliminated. The previous is abandoned with a bit of love, but none the less left. The new becomes happiness. If the new doesn't fit, then a general fear of everything prevails, until something comes and takes away all fears...

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the fear is going away...

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flashes of raging anger
sticky sweet images of lust
random moments of exultation
memories fading into dust
waves of unknown jealousy
tears that softly fall
feeling higher than the sky
knowing you have lost it all
love beyond all mortal words
empty sadness or enflamed desire
loneliness in an empty shell
friendship as warm as any fire
solitary reflection into one's soul
experiences from joy to strife
i've given up on knowing it all
i'm just going to live my life...