renegadefuzz

lol.. so I didn't want to post a new journal cause that last one had the most comments I'd ever received on it...


But anyway.. so I feel semi used and abused tonight. Ended up going to Theta Chi and I sorta volunteered to make the fire for the barbeque (no one else would). And of course, because I made the fire, that ended up that I was the one who cooked for everything... so by the time the evening was finishing up, and I had a chance to eat, I got done cooking the last few burgers, and everyone else was leaving. So that of course made me feel great. Especially cause when people stopped wanting a burger fresh off the grill, no one stood outside with me anymore.

Then I ended up going to DT and getting volunteered to do more work, and I just didn't want to do that, so I said no and then got yelled at. What's up with that?

I could so use a backrub and someone to cuddle with right now. Hardcore... *sigh*

*edit: Wed, April 27th; 1:12pm*

so yeah, I feel shitty. Quite shitty in fact. I'd blather on on some strange philosophical discourse, or do my best to write something humorous and witty to entertain you all, but I really feel like ignoring everything, cause that's what is happening to me.. everyone is either ignoring me totally, or just ignoring my feelings. I'm only someone good to talk to when they need something, or someone to bitch at....