renegadefuzz

So I've decided that procrastination is my current key to success... I'm not sure how that works, but apparently it does. I went in to talk to my advisor today, and all he did was rant and rave about how he has such faith in me that I could do a mainstage costume design for a show next year. Christ.. I've not even worked a day in his shop and he wants me to take over for a big show... I suppose as next year will be my junior year I should be thinking about such things, but how am I supposed to be able to do it? He's only seen one of my designs (the R&J set that I have up in my pics section), and some of my sketchwork, and he's saying that I have the maturity and skills to be able to design an entire show.... weeee... the thought of someone actually thinking I have maturity! This is odd for the fact that normally I'm the childish one... I suppose I should be feeling complimented, but I just feel... apprehensive.

l found some bead bracelets that I made last year, nothing fancy I suppose, bits of walmart beads in pretty shiny purples and blacks, but they made me smile, and for some reason I've been wearing them with my normal entourage of black glitter jelly bracelets... just a bit of pretty I suppose, every girl deserves some..

time to find some new meds.. these just aren't working well enough... damn the gods for allowing me to get this sick... sneezing hard enough to get a bloody nose isn't my idea of a jolly good time... either way... new meds....

current musica: "Into the Darkness" -Kittie